Every move is a mistake.

Alright, so, update.

...I'm not going to Oregon anymore. Some stuff came up, and we're just not going to be able to make the trip.

It sucks, but I'm more okay with it than I thought I would be.

Also.

I want to fall in love with an amazing guy. And I want him to love me back. But that's probably too much to ask.

I feel like I might be destined to be alone.