By giving in what am I giving up? Am I losing way too much?

I thought I'd give an update of some sort of substance.

I've been kind of whiney lately. Oh wheh.

- I'm back at school. I can only say how much I miss freedom after I come back here. Sitting here with my Gatorade and watching House I'm feeling pretty free. No one's breathing down my neck. Hell, I could be out all hours of the night and no one would care. That's a damn good feel. Seriously. I do miss that other one though.

- My roommate is not here, and won't be for the rest of J-term. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing. I miss Amy, of course, but I like having a room to myself. I'm kind of a loner anyway, so I mean I guess it's alright. It's not like I'm going to die of loneliness, I'm used to being by myself.

- I was talking to someone the other day and they told me that someone had described a friend as being "so beautiful that it broke their heart." I want someone to say that about me. I want to be heartbreakingly beautiful to someone. I guess he'll come along.

- I didn't make any New Year's resolutions, but I am starting to work out on a regular basis. I figure that's a good thing for all of us. I think New Year's resolutions are kind of stupid. People constantly make them and never keep them, so I just decided to live my life. There's no reason why it should be any different.

- I'm going to Oregon in about 2 months. I guess I'm trying to make my life different in some way. I'm changing things so that I can have a better life. How many people take spontaneous trips to Oregon? It's a beautiful thing. This is one of the only times that I'm very accepting of the change happening in my life.

- Speaking of change, my taste in music has changed drastically. It has gotten much, much better. Kayla and I are going to see The Black Keys at the end of this month. It's going to be so BA.

Substance!