12.08.2008

So, it's 3 a.m.

And I'm awake.
Not studying for finals, as you might think, but thinking.

Oregon is happening. In like 3ish/4 months.
As I type this my hands are shaking. I'm so scared, yet so fully excited at the same time.
I'm totally aware of the fact that I'm meant to do this. For some reason, and what reason that is at this point I'm not sure, I'm supposed to go to Oregon.
...That's kind of a lie, I know what the reason is.

At least, I know what my intentions are, and I know what brought me there in the first place.
I just hope that somehow, someway he finds me there. Or we find each other, I suppose.

I won't give up on you, I promise.


Edit: Midnight. Tuesday, December 9th.
More things are falling into place.
I can't believe that all of this is really happening :].

Wow :D.

1 comment:

twasofyourlife said...

wow.....oh kayla. you're out of control.
and i'm not sure if its a good thing or a bad thing...but prlly a good thing lol ;0